Sunday, February 20, 2011

Pergi Cinta

by: Audy


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Tersesat disaat kau menjauh
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Pergi cinta
Lupakanlah aku cinta
Kurelakan dia ada di pelukmu
Pergi cinta
Hapus bayanganmu cinta
Bahagiakan dia cinta
Sampai akhir waktu engkau bersamanya

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Friday, February 11, 2011

100 things!

1. Last beverage → tea
2. Last phone call Billy
3. Last text message → Billy
4. Last song you listened to → the climb
5. Last time you cried
→ yesterday

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Dated someone twice → no
2. Been cheated on? → no
3. Kissed someone & regretted it? → yes
4. Lost someone special? → yes
5. Been depressed? → yes
6. Been drunk and threw up? → no

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. purple

2. blue
3. red
4. yellow

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → yes
2. Fallen out of love → yes
3. Laughed until you cried → yes
4. Met someone who changed you → yes
5. Found out who your true friends were → yes
6. Found out someone was talking about you → yes
7. Kissed anyone on your friend list → no

8. How many people on your friend list do you know in real life → too much

9. How many kids do you want to have → 3
10. Do you have any pets → no
11. Do you want to change your name→ no
12. What did you do for your last birthday → have a special moment with someone
13. What time did you wake up today → 9.30 AM
14. What were you doing at midnight last night? → in a call with Billy
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → much
16. Last time you saw your father→ 30 minutes ago
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → be a good person
18. What are you listening to right now → nothing
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom →
yeah
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → -_- nothing
24. Most visited web page → twitter


1. What's your name → Natasya Olivia Dewanto
2. Nicknames → Tasya
3. Relationship Status → taken
4. Zodiac sign → pisces
5. Male or female or transgendered → female
6. Elementary → SDI Al - Azhar 08 Kembangan
7. Middle School → SMPN 111 Jakarta
8. High school → SMAN 78 Jakarta
10. Hair color → dark brown
11. Long or short → long
16. Height → dunno
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → yes
18. What do you like about yourself → much
19. Piercings →
20. Tattoos → no
21. Righty or lefty →
-_-

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery →
23. First piercing → never
24. First best friends → dieska
26. First sport you joined → swim?
27. First pet → hamster
28. First vacation → bali!
29. First concert → forget
30. First crush → forget
49. Eating → -_-
50. Drinking
→ --_-
52. I'm about to → idk
53. Listening to → forget
55. Waiting for → forget


YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids?
→ yes of course
59. Want to get married? → yes
60. Careers in mind? → psychologist

68. Lips or eyes → eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → hugs
70. Shorter or taller
→ taller
71. Older or Younger → older
72. Romantic or spontaneous → both
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → both
74. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → not both of it

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → no
79. Drank hard liquor → no
80. Lost glasses/contacts → no
81. Sex on first date → no
82. Broken someone's heart → yes
83. Had your own heart broken → yes
85. Been arrested → no
86. Turned someone down → yes?
87. Cried when someone died → yes
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → no


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → yes
90. Miracles → yes
91. Love at first sight → yes
92. Heaven → yes
93. Santa Clause → no? maybe?
95. Kiss on the first date? → yes
96. Angels → yes


ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now ? → yes
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → no
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → yes


B! (give love a try)

haaaaaaaaaaaai. long time no see ya guys. saat ini bisa dibilang lagi suka dukanya hidup. tapi saat ini yang mau gue ceritain adalah sukanya dulu tapi dukanya juga deh tapi nanti yaaaa. sekarang gue mau cerita senengnya dulu. btw gue jadian sama someone namanya...............................guess who? namanya adalah Billy Muhammad Fadillah. gue jadian sama dia tanggal 2 februari 2011 setelah beberapa minggu deket. gue sama dia mulai deket lagi pas hari rabu tanggal 12 januari 2011. lama banget ngga sih pdktnya? tapi dengan jangka waktu selama itu kita bahagia bahagia aja tuh ngejalanin semuanya walau orang nanya mulu gue jadian apa engga sama Billy.


sekarang udah mau 2 minggu wkwkwk masih baru banget kan ya tapi gue sayang kok sama dia. yang di post 'ex boyfriend; case closed' itu bener bener gue jalanin kan? good for this change. pokoknya sekarang gue sayang sama pacar baru gue itu. gue yakin kok dia ngga seperti kata orang-orang yang bilang dia playboy lah atau apapun itu. lagian gue udah kenal dia sejak SMP dan ya menurut gue dia adalah orang yang baik dan serius jadi.......................apa yang harus gue takutin kalo pacaran sama dia? ditinggal? gue udah sering di tinggal ya walau belom kebal tapi gue udah tau gimana tanda-tanda cowok yang bakalan ninggalin gue. takut di selingkuhin? itu sih paling-paling beware deh tapi gue percaya dia ngga akan selingkuh, paling suka sama beberapa cewek dan semua orang punya hak untuk suka sama seseorang jadi? ini mah tergantung aja dianya gatel apa engga.

tapi suatu tragedi terjadi sebelum kita jadian. gue sama dia kecelakaan di jembatan deket peninsula. kita berdua jatoh dari motor yang lagi dia bawa ngebut. ya lo semua tau lah jadinya gimana. saat ini udah 2 minggu setelah kejadian itu dan gue belum bisa jalan juga. hari ini gue kesekolah cuma buat klinik dan untuk naik, susahnyaaaaa setengah mampus deh. tapi gue harus bisa ngelawan rasa sakit itu, gimana pun gue masih punya tanggungan di sekolah. gue udah melewatkan banyak hal disekolah dan gue udah melalaikan tugas gue sebagai murid. tapi kejadian itu ngga ngerubah apapun diantara gue dan Billy. we still keep our love. rasa marah gue sama dia yang ngga mau denger kata-kata gue ketutup sama rasa sayang gue ke dia. terus tadi kita baru ketemu lagi setelah 2 minggu. damn I miss him so much. ya walau tadi dia dijemput bokapnya dan harus buru-buru pulang tapi tetep kena marah, dia tetep senyum kok ke gue. sebelum pulang dia genggam tangan gue dan itu makin bikin gue berat lepasinnya. cuma 10 menit ketemunya :( senin masuk ngga ya gue? valentine tuh........................


Billy & me
itu dandanan termenor seumur hidup gue. kalo ngga buat pentas juga ogah


kesimpulannya....................gue sama dia selalu bersama kan dalam keadaan suka maupun duka? itu yang gue butuhin dari sebuah hubungan. tadi pas turun dari lantai 2 pas selesai klinik juga ada dia kok yang gendong gue. maaf ya bil aku cekek abisnya kakiku sakit pas digendong tadi-_-

last; Love you, Bil



to be continue......


xoxo
, Tasya