Friday, June 8, 2012
jatuh cinta
right here waiting
Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me going crazy
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you
Friday, May 25, 2012
ambisi
Thursday, May 24, 2012
bagi seseorang yang jatuh cinta, mungkin mereka lupa bahwa kadang cinta tidak memberikan konsep tersendiri. cinta itu melebur. menjadikan segalanya lebih indah. tapi apakah mereka tau, bahwa cinta itu adalah konsep yang benar-benar MELEBUR? tidak. mereka hanya memikirkan betapa indahnya bersama. dan lupa bahwa kebersamaan memiliki kebalikan yang akan menjerumuskan. secara vertikal, kebersamaan berada disisi atas, lalu seiring waktu, apa yang berpegang diatas mulai jatuh, mencoba mendekati titik diujung yang satunya. magnet terus menarik sesuatu yang awalnya bertahan dibagian atas dari sebuah garis vertikal jika pegangan itu lama-lama mengendur. seperti seseorang yang berusaha memanjat tiang tanpa bertahan pada pegangan apapun. tak mungkin ia bisa selamanya bertahan dibagian atas sebuah benda datar yang masih tertahan di tanah dan menampung begitu beban gaya tarik dari bawah bumi. semakin lama akan jatuh, mendekati bagian terbawah dari titik yang dijauhi. menyalahkan orang lain atas kendurnya pertahanan yang harusnya bisa di jaga oleh diri sendiri.
"Aku ingin mencintaimu dengan sederhana, seperti kata yang tak sempat diucapkan kayu kepada api yang menjadikannya abu." -Kahlil Gibran
mencintai itu tak semudah kau melihat mereka bahagia. seseorang yang paling kau cintai adalah seseorang yang paling bisa menyakitimu sesakit-sakitnya. dalam kondisi dan waktu apapun. bukan berarti mencintai seseorang adalah perihal buruk, tapi mencintai seseorang harus dengan mental yang siap jika harus menangis karenanya, harus bertahan jika ditinggalkannya, harus tetap melangkah walau jarinya tak lagi menggenggam dengan erat dan hangat.
segala yang menjadi takdir tak akan bisa berubah. cinta menjadikan semua hal dikepalamu kabur, lebih parahnya lagi, cinta membuatmu melupakan segalanya. melupakan semua konsekuensi yang ada. jangan lupa membuka mata hati itu lebih lebar saat mencintai seseorang. jangan begitu cepat tutup mata hati itu ketika merasa yakin dengan sosok yang kau cintai, karena sesuatu yang bernama cinta itu melebur, menjadikannya menyebar tanpa tau sebesar apa yang tersisa didalam cinta itu.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
17th!
dua bulan yang lalu tepatnya tanggal 16 maret, gue abis ulang tahun yang ke 17 tahun dan gue seneng banget finally gue bisa menginjakkan umur yang ke 17. ngga banyak hal special yang bisa gue ceritakan sih. cuma gue seneng banget bisa ngerasain umur yang dewasa dan tuhan masih ngasih gue banyak waktu untuk ngerasain kehidupan yang sebenernya. sekarang karena umur gue udah 17, gue harus bisa bersikap dewasa. in fact....gue sama sekali ngga berubah jadi lebih dewasa. masih aja kekanak-kanakan dan pemikiran gue masih menganut pemikiran anak tk baru mau lulus. tapi yaudahlah, life still go on. perubahan itu akan datang seiring waktu toh?
okay now, let's talk about my birthday party. gue ngerayain ultah gue di sushi grill hari selasa tanggal 20 apa 22 maret gitu dan mengundang 17 orang. here they are......
Sunday, February 19, 2012
The Vow
long time no post rite? yeah, i'm so busy each day and now i can post because i'm sick and stay home for my eyes. its need to take a rest but my hand couldn't even stop writing.
now i want to tell you about new movie in cinema named The Vow. yeah, who don't know Channing Tatum (Dear John) and Rachel McAdams (The Notebook)? they play in the same movie which everyone know them both have a great acting.
i watch it last saturday at Plaza Senayan with my chairmate, Nada after we finish some meeting at Pacific Place.
so here the vow..........
The Vow featuring Rachel McAdams and Channing Tatum is a must watch film for this year. one reason that i insist to watch the film is because it is based on true story and every film based on actual happenings always fascinates me. but this one is different it doesn’t simply fascinates me but made me fall for love once again. i must admit though that i’m quite bittersweet to watch this film with Nada, it’s still great.
the entire time i find myself smiling then on the edge of crying because the film redefines true love. accidents do happen and the film perfectly depicts that. yheir 1st meeting is an accident and came by chance or maybe fate while how Paige played by Rachel McAdams lost her memory also came through an accident. its amazing and heartwarming how Leo played by Channing Tantum did his best to really regain the Paige he used to know but eventually adjusted to the Paige who’s with him right now.
i'm in love with the fact that the movie would make you believe in love all over again. falling for the same person again and realizing that maybe at present he is a stranger and maybe you’re doubtful if he’s really your husband but in the end you’ll find comfort with him and realize that you like him. i'm deeply moved with the things Leo did just to have Paige back. he did his best but eventually he let her go because that’s how much he loves Paige that his only hope is for her to be happy. and also, Leo accepted Paige for who she actually is because the Paige he knew and the Paige that returned are opposites but according to him the girl he has loved is still there.
the film is amazing. in reality, Paige failed to recover her memory but was with Leo for years now. you know how true love really exists and how your heart will lead you to that person even if you can't recover a thing. its feels awesome when someone is afraid to lose you and when someone did everything to keep you. treasure the people who truly knows your worth because you’ll never know up to what extent they can do just to give you the happiness they think you deserve even if it means that they are not a part of it.
if i were to pick three words to describe the film it would be: Love, Sacrifices and Promises. if you haven’t watch the film and you’re a hopeless romantic, you really have to watch this. don’t expect though a love story so surreal like this one but how lovely would it be to fall in love with a person who complements and sees your worth; respects and accepts you for who you are; knows how to value the words they speak and loves every bits of you.