Saturday, December 8, 2018

I decided to keep you around.

i decided to keep you. i don't know why things get too complicated now. but still, i decide to keep you. i hope you feel this way too. how you ever come to me? Love moves in mysterious way.

Friday, December 7, 2018

Paradise

super late post

Bali.


Haiiii readers, i want to tell you about my trip to Bali with my schoolmates. this trip for 3 days and 2 nights. its start from January 11 - 13 2012. due the rainy weather, our trip is a bit hampered. but its still fun by the way!!! okay first i will start to share the story and some photo we take.

Day 1
first in the morning --i forget what time we take off-- we flight to bali with Lion Air


after arrived, the tour guide just take u sto the bus and then we leave for Bedugul.

take by Favian Katon

there, the air is very cold. but when we finished eating, the air became very cold and the fog up. we just look around and found some tourist playing banana boat. hell yeah what i'm thinking is "are you kidding me? the air is very cold and so the water. seriously? banana boat.....here?" yayaya forget about the weird tourist-__- i don't understand what they thinking about. then, we just take a photo.

Bulan, Nada, and Me


then, our group decide to go to our hotel in Legian which its always 'life' even in the middle of the night. but before we go there, we eat in a restaurant (i forget what is the name of that restaurant), but not too far from our hotel.

ya skip the eating part.

next, we arrived in our hotel. the room is for 4 people and its me, Bulan, Dysha and Dinda. we got room number A2 and its in second floor. its not good at first because we have to take the stairs to get to our room. when we tired and try to lay in the bed, my friend in another room (there is Nada, Nariza, Hani and Khansa) decide to walk around.

so...........okay, we prepare our self, changes our cloth and go down stair to waiting for them. we just walk there and walk in and walk out. we are not buy anything, we just look at that, look there, look here~ until we decide to take photo in front of the Tugu Bom Bali.

then go back to our room. omg i'm so happy i can lay in the bed and its very cozy. take a look here............

after finish 'walk around' session, we returned to our rooms. at first, which was in my room, just Dinda who had gone to bed, then followed by Dysha. Bulan had not returned yet from who knows, where she went with Faiz. so i decided to sit in the front. abel, which appeared out of nowhere all of a sudden was there. i asked him to accompany me look for food because i felt very hungry at that time. we walk to any direction. initially, i was invited abel to kuta beach because it was eager to set foot there. but it turns out so far, so we both just looking for food. after returning from foraging and it just get 'nasi padang', Abel and i back to the balcony outside my room. then I ate, accompanied by abel. Khalid appear suddenly enliven the atmosphere. after full, I decided to sleep. Khalid and Abel returned to their rooms.

Day 2
Early morning, we
were told to get ready to heading to Garuda Wisnu Kencana. with the sleepy eyes, we just walk through the bus then try to sleep even just for a while.
so.............HERE WE ARE at Garuda Wisnu Kencana!!!



Hani, Me, Dinda, Khansa, Dysha, Nariza, and Nada


Nada, Me, and Dysha

its such a beautiful place. nature are priceless. many high-standing cliffs surrounding the visible region. all things are very cool and fun to have a chance to see all the wonders. the air is so cool. especially when take the stairs to the eagle statue located at the top, the more cool and refreshing. we don't take to long there. after that, we're going to Tanjung Benoa to play some water sport.
now we were on TANJUNG BENOA WATER SPORT wohooooo!!!!!!


before we take the banana boat
after we take the flying fish

when we played the banana boat, it was very boring because we have not dropped into the water. then with a feeling that's still a bit disappointed, we walked up the flying fish which was really fun and not dissapointed to pay a bit expensive at these games.

after finish at playing water sport, which was i only choose two, Dinda and i decided to take a shower. rid itself of the remnants of salty water that sticks to our bodies.

next stop, early dinner at a restaurant in Jimbaran.

me with my boring face. take by Dinda Putri Anindita who was sit in front of me.

waiting for the food a little longer, making us feel so bored. initially, the actual plan, we will have dinner accompanied by the sunset. but unfortunately, the weather was overcast and we must be inside the room, and besides, if the weather is cloudy, we wouldn't be able to see the sunset from the beach. so with a sense of disappointment, we are waiting for meals to come.

our food is worth to wait. typical food from the sea that the appetite to eat. unfortunately i forget to take pictures because i feel too hungry.
this picture were take after we finish eat at Jimbaran.

next, Dreamland beach which its owner by Cendana's Family. you know Cendana's Family rite?




the waves was so big and cool!

Day 3
















Setelah 3 Tahun Berlalu

Hai! jadi sekarang sudah 2018. terakhir aku nulis itu tahun 2015. udah lumayan lama juga aku ngga ngepost apapun di blog ini.

banyak hal berlalu. dan aku menyesal ngga menuangkannya disini. karena, saat aku buka blog, aku jadi bisa mengingat rentetan kenangan yang sudah lenyap dari kepalaku, tapi masih tersimpan rapi di dalam blog ini.

sudah begitu banyak hal yang aku lewatkan. 3 tahun yang lumayan berat buat aku. tapi yaudah, memang sebaiknya ngga aku tumpahkan disini.

mulai dari lulus kuliah, kerja di Kinibisa, terus masuk Bank Mandiri. sekarang sudah mau 2 tahun aku bekerja di sana. udah lama juga ya. aku ngga nyangka aku bisa tumbuh sampai sebesar ini. kayaknya dulu cuma khayalan aja bisa menjadi orang dewasa. walaupun sifatku masih kekanak-kanakan.

dulu, ku pikir di umur 23 segalanya akan menjadi lebih mudah. FTV kadang bohong soal kehidupan. dan yang aku jalani sekarang ngga cuma kesenangan, tapi juga masalah-masalah yang membuat hidupku berubah.

3 tahun ini merubah hidupku.

aku sudah belajar banyak hal. dan aku akan memulai lagi dari awal tanpa penyesalan. ngga, aku ngga akan menyesal lagi mulai sekarang. akan aku jalani segala hal yang membuatku bahagia. mungkin aku harus sedikit mengurangi diri untuk memikirkan orang lain. mungkin itu jalan keluarnya sekarang.
"Nanti bila kamu datang ke hidup orang lain, beri tahu alasannya. Hingga nanti, kamu harus berhenti, beri tahu alasannya. Jangan siksa mereka menebak lanjutan cerita." 

Nanti Kita Cerita Tentang Hari Ini, Marchella FP.


dan ketika saatnya datang, aku sudah siap.


ada pesan yang tak dapat kusampaikan.
kepada dirimu yang sedang duduk menatap kepada hamparan kehangatan.
aku ingin sembunyikan perasaan.
yang menyeruak ingin diteriakkan.