spread your wings and fly away

Friday, February 11, 2011

B! (give love a try)

haaaaaaaaaaaai. long time no see ya guys. saat ini bisa dibilang lagi suka dukanya hidup. tapi saat ini yang mau gue ceritain adalah sukanya dulu tapi dukanya juga deh tapi nanti yaaaa. sekarang gue mau cerita senengnya dulu. btw gue jadian sama someone namanya...............................guess who? namanya adalah Billy Muhammad Fadillah. gue jadian sama dia tanggal 2 februari 2011 setelah beberapa minggu deket. gue sama dia mulai deket lagi pas hari rabu tanggal 12 januari 2011. lama banget ngga sih pdktnya? tapi dengan jangka waktu selama itu kita bahagia bahagia aja tuh ngejalanin semuanya walau orang nanya mulu gue jadian apa engga sama Billy.


sekarang udah mau 2 minggu wkwkwk masih baru banget kan ya tapi gue sayang kok sama dia. yang di post 'ex boyfriend; case closed' itu bener bener gue jalanin kan? good for this change. pokoknya sekarang gue sayang sama pacar baru gue itu. gue yakin kok dia ngga seperti kata orang-orang yang bilang dia playboy lah atau apapun itu. lagian gue udah kenal dia sejak SMP dan ya menurut gue dia adalah orang yang baik dan serius jadi.......................apa yang harus gue takutin kalo pacaran sama dia? ditinggal? gue udah sering di tinggal ya walau belom kebal tapi gue udah tau gimana tanda-tanda cowok yang bakalan ninggalin gue. takut di selingkuhin? itu sih paling-paling beware deh tapi gue percaya dia ngga akan selingkuh, paling suka sama beberapa cewek dan semua orang punya hak untuk suka sama seseorang jadi? ini mah tergantung aja dianya gatel apa engga.

tapi suatu tragedi terjadi sebelum kita jadian. gue sama dia kecelakaan di jembatan deket peninsula. kita berdua jatoh dari motor yang lagi dia bawa ngebut. ya lo semua tau lah jadinya gimana. saat ini udah 2 minggu setelah kejadian itu dan gue belum bisa jalan juga. hari ini gue kesekolah cuma buat klinik dan untuk naik, susahnyaaaaa setengah mampus deh. tapi gue harus bisa ngelawan rasa sakit itu, gimana pun gue masih punya tanggungan di sekolah. gue udah melewatkan banyak hal disekolah dan gue udah melalaikan tugas gue sebagai murid. tapi kejadian itu ngga ngerubah apapun diantara gue dan Billy. we still keep our love. rasa marah gue sama dia yang ngga mau denger kata-kata gue ketutup sama rasa sayang gue ke dia. terus tadi kita baru ketemu lagi setelah 2 minggu. damn I miss him so much. ya walau tadi dia dijemput bokapnya dan harus buru-buru pulang tapi tetep kena marah, dia tetep senyum kok ke gue. sebelum pulang dia genggam tangan gue dan itu makin bikin gue berat lepasinnya. cuma 10 menit ketemunya :( senin masuk ngga ya gue? valentine tuh........................


Billy & me
itu dandanan termenor seumur hidup gue. kalo ngga buat pentas juga ogah


kesimpulannya....................gue sama dia selalu bersama kan dalam keadaan suka maupun duka? itu yang gue butuhin dari sebuah hubungan. tadi pas turun dari lantai 2 pas selesai klinik juga ada dia kok yang gendong gue. maaf ya bil aku cekek abisnya kakiku sakit pas digendong tadi-_-

last; Love you, Bil



to be continue......


xoxo
, Tasya

Saturday, January 22, 2011

what they taught

Lady Gaga taught me Its okay to be different.

Ke$ha taught me to be myself and not care what anyone else thinks.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love.

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through.

Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right.

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me.

Bob Marley taught me to live my life in peace.

and Music taught me how to live.

xoxo, Tasya

mix your name

I got it from someone's blog. terus gue nyobain dan its good enough kok. try it guys.


1. YOUR REAL NAME:
natasya olivia
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:
(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
natizzle
3. YOUR SPY NAME:
(favorite colour and favourite animal)
pink hamster
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number)
olivia magdalena
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first 3 letters of your last name, and first 2 letters of your first name)
olina
6. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME:
(your 2nd favorite colour, and favourite drink)
purple ice tea
7. YOUR IRAQI NAME:
(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, and 3rd letter of your dads)
naolivyudew
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(parents middle names)
yuliadewanto
9 . YOUR GOTH NAME:
(black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black marcey
10 . YOUR HOOD NAME:
(first 3 of your first name, and add -iqua)
nasiqua


xoxo, Tasya

cute nail!

LOOK HERE! its-so-damn-awesome! gimana coba bisa bikin kuku kayak gitu. keren banget ya sumpah. gue juga mau dong kalo digambar kayak gitu kukunya (krik.....-_-") tapi gue serius ya ini lucu banget.



kalo aja ada dimana gitu bikinnya, kabarin gue dooong, pengen banget hehehe :)



xoxo, Tasya

Monday, January 17, 2011

English class

hello, I want to tell you about my english class which it so the most bored class ever! today I've presentation about describing a picture that we were have permission to choose by my self. I really hate the teacher, you ask me why? because her face is so-not-like-the-student banget! hell ya. lo harus liat sendiri deh tampangnya ngg ada senyum sama sekali like when we smile, we have to pay.

I describe this picture:
"In this picture, we can see a woman and a dog who are being looked toward the vast sea. they are on the hill that were located quite far from the beach. the colour of the sea is blue, matching with the skies colour. at the end of the sea in this picture, it look a bit warped. grass on the hill look dark green and weel-organize, although there are some part that slightly chipped."

padahal tau deh itu bener apa engga, gurunya diem-diem aja tuh ngga bilang apapun, komentar aja engga. krik banget deh dan malesinnya dia tuh segaring-garingnya guru, cuma dia yang selalu ngerjain tugas, no fun banget. I mean it.

terus ya disuruh bikin cerita tentang pengalaman kita saat ngelakuin olahraga air dan gue..................parasailing-_-" ha ha ha dan kayak gini nih awalnya.
"4 years ago, I have ever done parasailing. its feels like I really feel free. I can feel the wind, I can touch the sky, I can see the whole world with my eyes. I can see the blue sky and I enjoy the fly. first, I don't even think that I will did it cause I'm too scared to start but my father said 'it okay, you can do it, its make you relax.' so I trust it and yeah I fly!"
eh yang keluar malah yang lain hahaha bego banget abis ngga tau mau ngomong apa. keep it cool B)


xoxo, Tasya


new Zodiak

Capricorn: January 20 - February 16
Aquarius: February 16 - March 11
Pisces: March 11 - April 18
Aries: April 18 - May 13
Taurus: May 13 - June 21
Gemini: June 21 - July 20
Cancer: July 20 - August 10
Leo: August 10 - September 16
Virgo: September 16 - October 30
Libra: October 30 - November 29
Ophiuchus: November 29 - December 17
Sagittarius: December 17 - January 20

how its sound guys? if you ask me, I'm fine with this change cause I'm still Pisces girl. but I guess it just some issue

Sunday, January 9, 2011

56 out of 132 stupid things

out are required to answer ALL the following questions.
I’ve done —- out of the 132 stupid things.

99/132 means you scored a distinction for doing stupid things! (although that’s not really an achievement hahaha)


Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
() Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(1) Fall In Love with non living thing
() Been Dumped
() Shoplifted
() Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 4
(2) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(3) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(4) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
(5) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends (WTH)
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(6) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking ( :D )

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
(7) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding/Skiing
(8) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
() Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
() Taken Pain Killers
(9) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
() Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9

Level 8
(10) Had A Tea Party
() Flown A Kite
(11) Built A Sand Castle
() Gone mudding
(12) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12

Level 9
() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
() Gone Sledging
(13) Cheated While Playing A Game
(14) Been Lonely
(15) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 15

Level 10
(16) Watched The Sun Set
(17) Felt An Earthquake
(18) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 18

Level 11
() Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
() Been cheated on
() Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 18

Level 12
(19) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 18

Level 13
() Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(19) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 19

Level 14
(20) Hated The Way You Look
() Witnessed A Crime
() Pole Danced
(21) Questioned Your Heart
(22) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 22

Level 15
() Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(23) Been Lost ( SHIT SO OFTEN! LOL)
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(24) Swam In The Ocean
(25) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 25

Level 16
(26) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(27) Played Cops And Robbers
(28) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(29) Sang Karaoke
(30) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 30

Level 17
(31) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t
() Made a Prank Phone Call
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(32) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 32


Level 18
() Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(33) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(34) Blown Bubbles
() Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 34

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
(35) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(36) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(37) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 37


Level 20
() Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
() Swore at the teacher, in front of them
(38) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 38

Level 22
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(39) Kissed A Fish (dolphin’s a fish, aite?)
() Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
(40) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 40

Level 23
() Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(41)Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(42) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 42

Level 24
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(43) Climbed A Tree
(44) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(45) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 45


Level 25
(46) Believed In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 46


Level 26
() Played Chicken
(47) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
() Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 47

Level 27
(48) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video
(49) Caught A Butterfly
(50) Laughed So Hard Until You Cried
(51) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 51


Level 28
() Mooned/Flashed Someone
() Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(52) Cheated On A Test
(53) Forgotten Someone’s Name
() French Braided Someones Hair
() Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(54) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 54

Level 29
() Rode A Roller Coaster (HELL YEAHHH!!!) :DD
() Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
() Had A Cavity
(55) Black-Mailed Someone
() Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 55

Level 31
() Been Used
() Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(56) Bitten Someone
() Licked Someone

SO FAR: 56

Level 32
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Had sex in the rain
() Flattened someones tires
() Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Grand Total: 56