P. S. I Love You

love.
this movie just show me, you can love someone that much even after the death come to get him,  even someone try to catch your heart over him. if you really love someone, you'll do anything for him even it seems impossible to do. and love was always show me the way to accomplish what is impossible things in life to become possible as easy as it sound.
this movie is trying to show us a great love and how you have to move on from the love that you think you would have for the rest of your life.

synopsis:

On a country road in Ireland over ten years ago, it was love at first sight for Holly, a lost young tourist (Academy Award® winner, Hilary Swank), and Gerry, a charming local lad (Gerard Butler). Hollys formidable mother, (Kathy Bates), disapproved of the couple, concerned that her spirited daughter was too young for marriage. In the years since, the once fearless Holly has become unsure of her own identity. When Gerry dies with a brain tumor and leaves Holly a widow just shy of her thirtieth birthday, her family and best friends (Lisa Kudrow, Gina Gershon) are concerned that she will never emerge from her takeout container-strewn Manhattan apartment. After weeks holed up watching old movies, a birthday cake and tape recording message from Gerry mysteriously arrives, marking the beginning of a series of letters instructing her to perform unusual requests. With the help of her girlfriends, Holly begins a year of wild adventures and a life journey that Gerry has planned for her, helping her to discover who she is without him and reminding her - P.S. I Love You.

Dear Holly, I don't have much time. I don't mean literally, I mean you're out buying ice cream and you'll be home soon. But I have a feeling this is the last letter, because there is only one thing left to tell you. It isn't to go down memory lane or make you buy a lamp, you can take care of yourself without any help from me. It's to tell you how much you move me, how you changed me. You made me a man, by loving me Holly. And for that, I am eternally grateful... literally. If you can promise me anything, promise me that whenever you're sad, or unsure, or you lose complete faith, that you'll try to see yourself through my eyes. Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you.

this story just make me in so much tears and it feels like I've ever feel hurt just the way Holly feel the pain. some people just fall in love so easy and fall out of love more easier. but for the others, although she fell in love so fast, very difficult for her to stop loving him, even after being hurt, being reject, being ignore, she will just stay right there without thinking that she just waste her time for something uncertain real. its just....love.

xoxo, Tasya

bosan

ini baru yang namanya bosen. saking gatau mau ngapain. gaboleh kemana-mana. sampe sekasian ini tampangnya...

 

sampe dia dateng ikut-ikutan foto...

 

happy holiday :')

xoxo,Tasya

chess is pretty tough isn't it?

yup hari ini udah sebosennya orang liburan. karena terpenjara dirumah dan kayaknya semua game di laptop udah dimaini so.........today i really make a move. gue main catur lawan komputer dan hasilnya.........

gak pernah menang

separah itukah otak gue sampai gue kalah terus main catur dengan 11 percobaan. mungkin gue harus berhenti mencoba? no...... maunya sih diajarin dulu daripada main coba-coba sendiri kalah mulu. pedih liat recordnya. but gue udah melakukan suatu hal dalam resolusi kehidupan gue.

"Try something new."

xoxo, Tasya

happy birthday Anggita :)

first, happy 18th birthday to you my precious bestfriend Gusti Anggita. she's been together with me since High School until now at the same faculty in the same university even we got a different departement.

so yesterday, i came to Bogor just to held a surprise birthday party for her. the three of us (Me, amal, Idha) prepare some cake and bring it to Bogor for her. we took train for 3 hours until we get to Bogor station and then take some car until we got to Anggit's house. we plan this with her mom so we know how to do and know what she's doing that time when we arrive. i know she will feel very surprise because the three of us never been there and going to Bogor was need many effort to be there. and yes, i'm right. she feel so surprise and look very happy when she sees us.

 

 we sing Happy Birthday song as we came to her bedroom. she look shock and yell to us like "ha? ngga nyangka kalian dateng. seneng banget."

  

take a look at her face.. belom mandi banget :(

then her mom asked us to have some lunch at Pizza Hut, Botani Square.

i don't know where i'm looking at

before we come home, we took some another photoshoot for momento. its 7 p.m. and we have to catch the train for come back to town.

she fed me a piece of cake

last, happy birthday sweetheart. wish you long live and always stay healthy. wish you to be a successful bussiness woman in a future. wish you a happy life. wish you get a great IP this semester. wish you all the best. and Allah always bless you. amin.

xoxo, Tasya

"People come, people go -- They'll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. when you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures. then you find yourself focusing on the new ones, not the ones from the past."

-Nicholas Sparks

Happy New Year 2014

Happy birthday, love!

Haiii. Happy new year everyone. Its almost a year since the last time i post on this blog. Long time no see, huh? So, i want to tell you about someone, someone that i really care about. His name is Bramantio but i called him Derryl. I dont know why i feel so in love with him. The feeling that suddenly appear in my heart just got the whole space on them to be fill with his love. No matter what happen around us, i just dont care, i want to be with him as long as we can. As forever blow the vow for us. Its getting serious lately. Now i think he's the one, the only one that ive been waiting forever. So, his birthday is on January 1st. Unique rite? Hihihi then we choose to spend that day and one day before January 1st together. But our plan doesnt go as easy as it sound. We come to Bundara HI -where the festival was held- late, at 1 a.m. We fight about where we have to parking. We just got angry about simple thing but next, we smile to each other, laugh to each other like the horrible things never happen between us. We see the fireworks shining in the sky, explode and look like a star that decorate the night. See too much people hug each other with love. Blow the trumpet. Wearing a headband that can flick and blink in many colour. Just the two of us. All i want for new year is you! Once again happy birthday love. Im sorry that i cant make your first birthday with me seems great, but i though you will remember it forever. Your first birthday and first new year you spend with me is to walk from fx to hi and come back walk from hi to fx. Thanks for the memorable night. I love you.

 

Bundaran HI

xoxo, Tasya

resolusi 2013

hari ini gue bakal ceritain tentang hidup gue selama tahun 2012. hidup gue di tahun 2012 full of drama banget. mulai dari cowok yang banyak milih, terlalu pendiem, terlalu banyak minta sampe yang ngga ngerti lagi gimana cara nyingkirinnya. hahaha cruel. tapi namanya juga ngga suka. so?

di tahun 2013 ini, banyak banget hal yang ingin gue lakuin. sebenernya ngga banyak-banyak banget sih. gue cuma ngerasa 2012 bener-bener udah nutup buku, buku-buku ditahun 2011 kemaren juga akhirnya ditutup. 2013 bener-bener lembaran baru buat hidup gue. entah kenapa gue ngerasa lebih bebas dari sebelum-sebelumnya.

hal-hal yang udah gue bener-bener tutup adalah:
1. move on dari cowok banyak minta yang selalu ngga pernah puas dengan apa yang gue kasih. lama-lama capek juga ngikutin kemauan dia yang ngga ada abisnya. muncul kalo lagi butuh gue. muncul kalo butuh uang. muncul kalo gue lagi seneng-seneng. hello dude, i'm not a girl who live to please you. sayang sih sayang, cuma.... go away! :)

2. move on dari cowok pendiem yang gue ngga ngerti lagi sebenernya dia tuh gimana. ngga bisa dibaca, ngga bisa dicari tau. bahkan gue yang super stalker ini ngga bisa nyari tau sebenernya apa sih yang ada didalem otaknya. btw lets skip this. karena gue juga ngga tau apa yang harus gue tulis tentang dia.

3. bayang-bayang masa lalu dengan seseorang yang sangat pengertian emang susah buat dilupain. gue ngga bisa lupain dia. segala tentang dia terlalu berat buat ditutup. jujur aja dia itu kayak seseorang yang paling bisa mengerti gue. salah gue sih dulu, tapi kan gue udah coba untuk perbaiki. dia sama sekali ngga menghargai usaha gue karena dia memang maunya terlepas dari gue. udah hampir 3 tahun, tapi gue masih juga ngga bisa ngelupain semuamuanya. yang gue mau dari dia adalah please, kita berhenti awkward ngga bisa apa? kita kan temen. selama kita pacaran, kita bersahabat kan? kenapa dia ngga bisa memaafkan gue kalau selama ini emang dia masih marah sama gue karena perlakuan gue? maafin gue. gue hanya mau kita berteman. gue hanya mau kita ubah persepsi kita tentang masing-masing. gue hanya kangen lo yang dulu. yang bisa mengerti gue. gue emang udah banyak ngelewatin waktu sama yang lain-lain. tapi tentang lo, gue masih belum bisa tutup karena menurut gue ada yang kurang. menurut gue ada yang harus kita berdua perbaiki.

4. semester lalu, gue berhasil menambah satu check lagi di list yang harus terjadi dalam hidup gue. resolusi nilai. usaha gue disemester 5 kemaren ngga sia-sia. nilai ip gue berhasil naik dan gue bersyukur banget.

hidup itu emang ngga selamanya mudah dan ngga selamanya juga susah. gue berusaha untuk menjadi seseorang yang lebih baik dari tahun ke tahun. belum bener-bener bisa lebih baik tapi gue berusaha, gue berusaha untuk menjadi sosok yang bisa membantu orang lain. sosok yang... gimana ya, bisa mengerti keadaan orang lain lah intinya. tapi emang ngga mudah.

dari semuanya, berarti resolusi yang harus dilakukan ditahun 2013 adalah

xoxo, Tasya