what they taught

Lady Gaga taught me Its okay to be different.

Ke$ha taught me to be myself and not care what anyone else thinks.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love.

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through.

Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right.

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me.

Bob Marley taught me to live my life in peace.

and Music taught me how to live.

xoxo, Tasya

mix your name

I got it from someone's blog. terus gue nyobain dan its good enough kok. try it guys.

1. YOUR REAL NAME:
natasya olivia
2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME:
(first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)
natizzle
3. YOUR SPY NAME:
(favorite colour and favourite animal)
pink hamster
4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME:
(your middle name and street you live on/or neighborhood if it's a number)
olivia magdalena
5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME:
(the first 3 letters of your last name, and first 2 letters of your first name)
olina
6. YOUR SUPERHERO/CRIMINAL NAME:
(your 2nd favorite colour, and favourite drink)
purple ice tea
7. YOUR IRAQI NAME:
(2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 1st letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, and 3rd letter of your dads)
naolivyudew
8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME:
(parents middle names)
yuliadewanto
9 . YOUR GOTH NAME:
(black, and the name of one of your pets)
Black marcey
10 . YOUR HOOD NAME:
(first 3 of your first name, and add -iqua)
nasiqua

xoxo, Tasya

cute nail!

LOOK HERE! its-so-damn-awesome! gimana coba bisa bikin kuku kayak gitu. keren banget ya sumpah. gue juga mau dong kalo digambar kayak gitu kukunya (krik.....-_-") tapi gue serius ya ini lucu banget.



kalo aja ada dimana gitu bikinnya, kabarin gue dooong, pengen banget hehehe :)

xoxo, Tasya

English class

hello, I want to tell you about my english class which it so the most bored class ever! today I've presentation about describing a picture that we were have permission to choose by my self. I really hate the teacher, you ask me why? because her face is so-not-like-the-student banget! hell ya. lo harus liat sendiri deh tampangnya ngg ada senyum sama sekali like when we smile, we have to pay.

I describe this picture:

"In this picture, we can see a woman and a dog who are being looked toward the vast sea. they are on the hill that were located quite far from the beach. the colour of the sea is blue, matching with the skies colour. at the end of the sea in this picture, it look a bit warped. grass on the hill look dark green and weel-organize, although there are some part that slightly chipped."

padahal tau deh itu bener apa engga, gurunya diem-diem aja tuh ngga bilang apapun, komentar aja engga. krik banget deh dan malesinnya dia tuh segaring-garingnya guru, cuma dia yang selalu ngerjain tugas, no fun banget. I mean it.

terus ya disuruh bikin cerita tentang pengalaman kita saat ngelakuin olahraga air dan gue..................parasailing-_-" ha ha ha dan kayak gini nih awalnya.

"4 years ago, I have ever done parasailing. its feels like I really feel free. I can feel the wind, I can touch the sky, I can see the whole world with my eyes. I can see the blue sky and I enjoy the fly. first, I don't even think that I will did it cause I'm too scared to start but my father said 'it okay, you can do it, its make you relax.' so I trust it and yeah I fly!"

eh yang keluar malah yang lain hahaha bego banget abis ngga tau mau ngomong apa. keep it cool B)

xoxo, Tasya

new Zodiak

Capricorn: January 20 - February 16
Aquarius: February 16 - March 11
Pisces: March 11 - April 18
Aries: April 18 - May 13
Taurus: May 13 - June 21
Gemini: June 21 - July 20
Cancer: July 20 - August 10
Leo: August 10 - September 16
Virgo: September 16 - October 30
Libra: October 30 - November 29
Ophiuchus: November 29 - December 17
Sagittarius: December 17 - January 20

how its sound guys? if you ask me, I'm fine with this change cause I'm still Pisces girl. but I guess it just some issue

56 out of 132 stupid things

out are required to answer ALL the following questions.
I’ve done —- out of the 132 stupid things.

99/132 means you scored a distinction for doing stupid things! (although that’s not really an achievement hahaha)


Level 1
() Smoked A Cigarette
() Smoked A Cigar
() Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
() Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 0

Level 2
(1) Fall In Love with non living thing
() Been Dumped
() Shoplifted
() Been Fired
() Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 4
(2) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(3) Skipped School
() Slept With A Co-worker
(4) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 4

Level 5
(5) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends (WTH)
() Been To Paris
() Been To Spain
(6) Been On A Plane
() Thrown Up From Drinking ( :D )

SO FAR: 6

Level 6
(7) Eaten Sushi
() Been Snowboarding/Skiing
(8) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
() Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 8

Level 7
() Been In An Abusive Relationship
() Taken Pain Killers
(9) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
() Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
() Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 9

Level 8
(10) Had A Tea Party
() Flown A Kite
(11) Built A Sand Castle
() Gone mudding
(12) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 12

Level 9
() Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
() Gone Sledging
(13) Cheated While Playing A Game
(14) Been Lonely
(15) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 15

Level 10
(16) Watched The Sun Set
(17) Felt An Earthquake
(18) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 18

Level 11
() Been Tickled
() Been Robbed / Vandalized
() Been cheated on
() Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 18

Level 12
(19) Won A Contest
() Been Suspended From School
() Had Detention
() Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 18

Level 13
() Had / Have Braces
() Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(19) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 19

Level 14
(20) Hated The Way You Look
() Witnessed A Crime
() Pole Danced
(21) Questioned Your Heart
(22) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 22

Level 15
() Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(23) Been Lost ( SHIT SO OFTEN! LOL)
() Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(24) Swam In The Ocean
(25) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 25

Level 16
(26) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(27) Played Cops And Robbers
(28) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(29) Sang Karaoke
(30) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 30

Level 17
(31) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn’t
() Made a Prank Phone Call
() Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(32) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 32

Level 18
() Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(33) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(34) Blown Bubbles
() Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 34

Level 19
() Crashed A Party
(35) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(36) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(37) Had A Wish Come True
() Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 37

Level 20
() Worn Pearls
() Jumped Off A Bridge
() Swore at the teacher, in front of them
(38) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 38

Level 22
() Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
(39) Kissed A Fish (dolphin’s a fish, aite?)
() Worn The Opposite Sex’s Clothes
(40) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 40

Level 23
() Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
() Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(41)Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(42) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 42

Level 24
() Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(43) Climbed A Tree
(44) Had/Been In A Tree House.
(45) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 45

Level 25
(46) Believed In Ghosts
() Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
() Gone Streaking
() Visited Jail

SO FAR: 46

Level 26
() Played Chicken
(47) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
() Been Told You’re Hot By A Complete Stranger
() Broken A Bone
() Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 47

Level 27
(48) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
() Made A Porn Video
(49) Caught A Butterfly
(50) Laughed So Hard Until You Cried
(51) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 51

Level 28
() Mooned/Flashed Someone
() Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(52) Cheated On A Test
(53) Forgotten Someone’s Name
() French Braided Someones Hair
() Gone Skinny Dipping
() Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(54) Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 54

Level 29
() Rode A Roller Coaster (HELL YEAHHH!!!) :DD
() Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
() Had A Cavity
(55) Black-Mailed Someone
() Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 55

Level 31
() Been Used
() Fell Going Up The Stairs
() Licked A Cat
(56) Bitten Someone
() Licked Someone

SO FAR: 56

Level 32
() Been shot at/or at gunpoint
() Had sex in the rain
() Flattened someones tires
() Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
() Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Grand Total: 56

A Walk To Remember

sebuah film dari novel seorang penulis cerita romantis terkenal, Nicholas Sparks. film adaptasi ini membuat hati kita tersentuh dengan cerita cinta yang dialami Jamie Sullivan dan Landon Carter. cerita yang dimulai dengan permusuhan diantara mereka yang berubah menjadi kisah cinta bahagia sampai akhirnya Jamie mengakui kalo dia sakit leukimia. gue ngga nyangka banget tiba-tiba kisah yang romantis dan fabs kayak gitu ternyata menuai konflik dipertengahan. dari awal sih keliatan kalo si Jamienya sakit karena wajah pucetnya tapi kan gue ngga neting, gue kira emang ternyata kayak gitu. eh ngga taunya.................

dan ini sinopsis aslinya yang gue copy:
When a prank on a fellow high-school student goes wrong, popular but rebellious Landon Carter is threatened with expulsion. His punishment is mandatory participation in various after-school activities, such as tutoring disadvantaged children and performing in the drama club's spring musical. At these functions he is forced to interact with quiet, bookish Jamie Sullivan, a girl he has known for many years but to whom he has rarely ever spoken. Their differing social statures leave them worlds apart, despite their close physical proximity.

When Landon has trouble learning his lines, he asks Jamie for help. She agrees to help him if he promises not to fall in love with her. Landon laughs off the strange remark, believing Jamie to be the last person with whom he would ever fall in love. After all, Landon has access to the prettiest and most popular girls in town; and between her shy demeanor and old-fashioned wardrobe, Jamie doesn't exactly fall into that category.

Landon and Jamie begin practicing together at her house after school. The two form a tentative friendship, and Landon learns that Jamie has a wish list of all the things she hopes to do in her life, such as getting a tattoo and being in two places at once. One day, Jamie approaches Landon at his locker, where he is hanging out with some of his friends. When Jamie asks Landon if they are still on for practice that afternoon he smirks "In your dreams". His friends laugh and Landon's smirk falters as Jamie's face fills with betrayal and embarrassment. That afternoon Landon arrives at Jamie's house, hoping that Jamie will still agree to help him. But she refuses to open the door. When she eventually does, she sarcastically remarks that they can be "secret friends". She slams the door in his face when he agrees. Landon eventually learns the script by himself.

During the play, Jamie astounds Landon and the entire audience with her beauty and voice. Landon kisses Jamie during the play, which was not in the script, and Landon tries to get close to Jamie, but she repeatedly rejects him. It is only after a mean joke played on Jamie by Landon's friends that Jamie agrees to get to know Landon after he punches out Dean and shuns Belinda (his friends who played the joke) and takes Jamie home. The two pursue a relationship. He takes her out to dinner and dances with her, something he never did for anyone else. When he discovers that Jamie has a wish list, he sets out to help her accomplish them. One memorable date had Landon taking Jamie to the state line. He excitedly positions her on the line in just the right way, and when Jamie asks him what he's doing he tells her "You're in two places at once". Her face lights up with joy, as she realizes that Landon set out to make her impossible dreams come true.

Jamie finally tells Landon that she has terminal leukemia and has stopped responding to treatments. Landon gets upset at first. Jamie tells him the reason why she didn't tell him because she was moving on with her life and using the time she left but then Landon happened and she fell in love with him. Jamie starts to break down as she says to Landon "I do not need a reason to be angry with God." and she flees.

Landon goes to his doctor father's house and asks him to help Jamie. His father freaks out a bit and says that he needs to examine Jamie and know her medical history before he could do anything. Landon leaves in a huff.

Landon and Jamie make up the next day. They hug and he tells her that he will be there for her. Soon, word gets out about Jamie's illness. Eric, Landon's best friend comes and tells him how sorry he is and that he didn't understand. Dean and Belinda both come and apologize.

Jamie's cancer gets worse and she collapses in her father's arms. He rushes her to the hospital where he meets Landon. Landon doesn't leave Jamie's side until her father practically has to pry him away. Jamie's father sits with Jamie and tells her that "If I've kept you too close, it's because I wanted to keep you longer." Jamie tells him that she loves him and her father breaks down.

The next day, Landon comes to the hospital and sees Jamie being wheeled out of there. He asks what's going on. Jamie asks him to thank his father for her. Landon asks Jamie's father what she means. He tells him that his father is going to pay for private homecare for Jamie. Landon is stunned. Late that night, Landon knocks on his father's front door. His father answers. Landon whispers "thank you." His father hugs him. With all the exhaustion and fear billowing over, Landon breaks down in tears in his dad's arms.

Landon continues to fulfill various wishes on Jamie's list, such as building her a telescope so she can see a comet. Through this process, Landon and Jamie learn more about the nature of love. The movie ends with Jamie's death, but only after the couple are married in the same chapel as was Jamie's deceased mother, the event that topped Jamie's wish list. Landon himself becomes a better person through Jamie's memory, achieving the goals that he set out to do, like she did.

Four years later, Landon visits Jamie's father. It is obvious that Jamie helped him to focus and become a better person. For example, he reveals he has finished college and been accepted to medical school; prior to meeting her he had no plans for life after high school. He tells Jamie's father that he is sorry he could not grant Jamie's wish to witness "a miracle" before she died. Her father says "She did. It was you"


then, what do you think? I love this movie so much! and now, I wanna share some photo and script about the scene on this movie.

Dean: If there is a greater power, why is it he can't get you a new sweater?
Jamie: Because, he's too busy looking for your brain.

Jamie: Please don't pretend like you know me, ok?
Landon: But I do, I do. We've had all the same classes in the same school since kindergarten. Why you're Jamie Sullivan. You sit at lunch table 7. Which isn't exactly the reject table, but is definitely in self exile territory. You have exactly one sweater. You like to look at your feet when you walk. Oh, oh, and yeah, for fun, you like to tutor on weekends and hang out with the cool kids from "Stars and Planets." Now how does that sound?
Jamie: Thoroughly predictable, nothing I haven't heard before.
Landon: You don't care what people think about you?
Jamie: No.

Jamie: [after she and Landon keep switching the radio station] Forty-two.
Landon: "Forty-two", what do you-what do you mean "forty-two"?
Jamie: Forty-two is "Be friend somebody I don't like". It's a to-do list I have.
Landon: What, like getting a new personality?
Jamie: Spend a year in the Peace Corps, make a medical discovery...
Landon: That's ambitious.
Jamie: ...Be in two places at once, get a tattoo.
Landon: What's number one?
Jamie: I'd tell you, but then I'd have to kill you.

Landon: What are you doing here?
Jamie: I could ask you the same question.
Landon: Do you normally walk alone in cemeteries at night?
Jamie: Maybe.

Landon: Listen, Jamie, I was hoping we could run lines together?
Jamie: Okay, but just not so anybody knows, right?
Landon: Well I just figured we could surprise everyone with how good I get.
Jamie: Like we could be secret friends.
Landon: Exactly, exactly it's like you're reading my mind.
Jamie: Great umm... maybe you could read mine.
[she gives him a cold glare and turns away]
Landon: Jamie, Jamie I can't just be your friend.
Jamie: Landon, look, I thought I saw something in you, something good, but I was very wrong.


Landon: Jamie, I'm trying here, OK? Maybe... maybe I miss spending time with you. Maybe you inspire me.
Jamie: Sounds like bull.
Landon: Which part?
Jamie: All of it.
Landon: Well it's not!
Jamie: Prove it.
Jamie: You don't know the first thing about being someone's friend.
Landon: I don't want to just be your friend.
Jamie: You don't know what you want.
Landon: Neither do you. Maybe you're just too scared that someone might actually want to be with you.
Jamie: And why would that scare me?
Landon: Because then you wouldn't be able to hide behind your books, or your frickin' telescope, or your faith. No, no, you know the real reason why you're scared? It's cause you wanna be with me too.

Jamie: [crying, runs into Landon]
Landon: [holds her] This is about me, okay? This is not you. Wait here.
Jamie: [nods]

Landon: I might kiss you.
Jamie: I might be bad at it.
Landon: That's not possible.
Landon: Jamie... I love you.
[long pause]
Landon: Now would be the time to say something.
Jamie: I told you not to fall in love with me.

Landon: Can you find this star, right here?

Jamie: Sure. So why am I looking for this star?
Landon: Because I had it named for you. See? It's official. It's from the International Star Registry.
Jamie: This is wonderful... I love you.
Landon: So, what's your number one?
Jamie: To marry in the church my mother grew up. It's where my parents were married.



Jamie: I'm sick.
Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be be...
Jamie: No. Landon! I'm sick. I have Leukemia.
Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.
Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.
Landon: So why didn't you tell me?
Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.
Landon: Including me?
Jamie: Especially you!
[Jamie looks down]
Jamie: [Landon gets upset]
Jamie: Ya know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! I do not need a reason to be angry with God.[ Jamie runs away]

Landon: Are you scared?
Jamie: To death...
[Landon looks upset]
Jamie: Lighten up.
Landon: It's not funny.
Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you.
Landon: Oh baby, that will never happen... I'll be here.

Landon: Hey. How are you feeling?
Jamie: I'm ok, how are you?
Landon: Pretty good.
Jamie: I have something for you.
Landon: You do?
Jamie: Uh hmm... Don't worry it's not a bible. It was my mother's. It's got quotes from all her favorite books, and quotes by famous people. Her thoughts. Come on.
Landon: Okay, let's check it out. Okay..."What is a friend? It's a single soul dwelling in two bodies." -Aristotle.
Jamie: Uh uh, right here.
Landon: Okay. "Find out who you are, and do it on purpose." That's Dolly Parton.
Jamie: I always thought she was smart.
Landon: "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

Landon: Do you love me?

[she nods]
Landon: Will you do something for me, then?
Jamie: [smiles] Anything.
Landon: Will you marry me?
[Jamie smiles and kisses him]

"Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it."

that's all I have. pokoknya gue suka banget sama film ini terlebih-lebih gue suka semua bagiannya. sekarang gue lagi coba cari novelnya. wish me luck :)

Big Hug,
Natasya Olivia

Loving You

2010 things

haaaai fellas. now i will tell you about 2010 things I've done. yeah gue disini bakalan terlihat norak dengan berbagai hal dan ya kalian pengertian aja deh yaaaa. karena gimanapun itu yang terjadi hehehehe.

Dufan.

struk dufan

GUE SENEEEEEEEENG BANGET bisa kedufan (akhirnya). norak abis ngga sih? gue seneng banget bisa jalan-jalan ke dufan for the first time, terakhir pas tk kalo ngga salah. kesian banget sih gue hiks kalo misalnya gue harus kedufan lagi, gue gak mau naik tornado lagi. gue ketakutan setengah mati, takut apa? takut jatoh! bego banget ngga sih gua? padahal gue tau kalo itu ngga bakalan jatoh karena pasti arena itu udah di coba safetynya. oke saat itu yang gue pikirin cuma pengen cepet turun dari arena 2 menit fuck itu. terus abis itu, gue naik hysteria dan malah arena itu yang enaaaaaak banget. ngga serem, cuma kaget aja pas di lempar ke atas. dan pemandangannya.................keren banget sumpah. pantai gitu dan yang gue bingungin, pantai sebelah manakah itu? pertama-tama gue naik kora-kora dan disitu, si Reyhan udah tepar, dia mual jadi seterusnya dia ngga mau ikut arena. aduh sayang banget ngga sih re udah bayar mahal tapi ngga ikut main apa-apa?

pas udah mau pulang, kita ngga kebagian apa tuh yang kuda-kudaan? lupa namanya. padahal gue berharap banget bisa naik itu diakhir permainan. karena tutup jam 6 jadi yaudah deh ngga sempet. kita pulang sama bokapnya Inez. tapi selagi nunggu bokapnya Inez, kita ber-8 (cuma ber8 woy yang ikut T_T) yaudah kita foto-foto.

cuma ini yang udah di share. yang ikut cuma gue, Kadek, Prita, Wulan, Reyhan, Inez, Fikaris, sama Abdi.

Trans Bintaro.
gue pertama kali naik trans bintaro pas mau ke Gandaria City sama Ito dan Abi. ternyata nyaman juga ya naik kendaraan umum yang satu itu. emang mahal sih kerasanya 11.000 IDR tapi kenyamanannya terjamin. udah gitu pasti kebagian duduk dan langsung penuh. tiap 30 menit bisnya selalu penuh.

gambar tiket.

kalian kalo mau gampang dan tinggal di daerah bintaro, naik deh tuh bis yaaaa. dijamin enak koook (promosi).


XXI time.

all ticket (-2)

12 film sepanjang 2010 yang gue tonton:
1. Affair (maygat sedih banget ngga sih? nontonya pas ultah gue sama Dzaka, Ika, Aqil, Ojan, Sadeq)
2. Alice In Wonderland (bareng Khansa sama Nada pas ultahnya siapa ya? lupa, ultah gue kali)
3. A Nightmare (nontonya sama anak-anak Invisible)
4. Eclipse (sama Khalid dan pas itu gue basah kuyup masuk mall, malunya ngga nahan)
5. Street Dance (nonton bareng Chacha, Hilmi, dan Almarhum Geje. terakhir kalinya dia ke Jakarta dan jalan bareng gue)
6. Centurion (nonton bareng Vanni dan Wulan, isi filmnya darah semua)
7. Unastoppable (bareng Dini sama Digna. gue sama Dini tegangnya lebay sampe peluk-pelukan wakakakak)
8. Harry Potter 7 part 1 (gue nonton 2 kali nih. yang pertama telat 30 menit gara-gara diusir satpam sialan. yang kedua kalinya nonton di sency pas abis nyanyi di kantor kementrian pendidikan)
9. Due date (nontonya sama Dini dan siapa ya? astaga gue lupa pokoknya tuh film lucu banget hahahaha)
10. Narnia (ini nih yang nonton sama Ito dan Abi di Gancy yang naik trans bintaro)
11. Tron (film dimensi yang lumayan seru sih tapi kurang deg-degan, nontonya sama si Kiflan tuh.)
12. Love in Perth (gue nonton dua kali juga. sama Kiflan yang pertama, yang kedua sama Vanni dan asal lo tau, dua-duanya telat masuk. god bless me)

that's all. 3 hal yang mengisi hari-hari gue. paling sisanya baca dan melakukan hal bersekolah. sisanya pokoknya ngebosenin dan yang asik cuma 3 hal itu doang hehehe. ngga jelas ya? TAPI buat gue jelassss banget. dan gue ngerasa seneng dengan 3 hal yang paling interesting buat gue. cuma itu kok, jadi jangan bosen ya bacanya.

Big Hug,

last tears

Tasya Tasya, damn stupid kenapa lo nangis coba? sepertinya gue berubah gila semenjak gue mutusin untuk membuang beberapa memori gue. coba lo bayangin deh, memori setahun lebih gitu yang gue jaga baik-baik harus diancurin dengan satu janji? aaaaaaaa harusnya gue ngga janji. boleh tarik janji lagi ngga? ngga boleh ya? hiks, let me cry then.

why do I ignore some truth for someone ignoring me?

gue ngerasa gue tuh bego banget. buat apa jatuh cinta sama seseorang yang belom tentu ngelakuin sesuatu yang sama seperti yang lo lakuin saat ini, Tas? gue suka jijik sendiri mendapati diri gue yang cengeng. sebenernya udah dari kapan tau gue cengeng, tapi berhubung selama 2011 ini belom nangis…………..…dan bagusnya gue belom nangis nih. gue mau mengurungkan niat untuk menangis, sayang air mata gue. mending nanti aja kapan-kapan buat jodoh gue. nangisnya juga maunya nangis bahagia bukan yang ece-ece like some broken heart maybe? no thanks baby, I should let my self fix my heart again then, btw. males ya kalo harus ngomongin patah hati. udah berapa kali nih gue patah hati gara-gara hal sepele macem di duain sama mantan gue. apa jangan-jangan sebenernya ada lebih dari 1 simpenannya?!?!?!?! some two or some three maybe? udah bukan urusan lagi yagak? tapi ada satu hal yang bikin gue penasaran nih, kenapa dia jadi seorang cowok yang terbuka pada cewek manapun sekarang? alias playboy???? kenapa lo woy? kayaknya dulu dia bukan tipe begitu deh, kenapa sekarang jadi berubah banget dah. tapi haknya dia juga sih mau ngeduain kek, tigain kek, kan karma juga dia yang ngerasain ini. not me, not you, but him.

kalo ngomongin dia tanpa nyebut nama ngga papa kan ya? wakakak seenggaknya gue udah ngga nyebut-nyebut nama dia diantara kalimat panjang yang barusan gue ketik. dan lo tau apa yang gue rasain sekarang? laper man! sssst ngga penting. anyway, I miss my Junior High School, random ngga sih? engga lah ya, itu wajar dan gue sama sekali udah lama ngga ketemu sahabat sahabat gue nih. gue butuh curhat tapi bukan tentang mantanku lagi. sekarang bahasnya tentang apapun sesuai hati.

gue sekarang bingung nih dari judul udah ngga nyambung sama topik, mana besok gue olahraga pula dan bajunya? gede banget! gue bakalan jadi cewek ketelen seragam kali nih besok. aaaaaa kan malu kalo tenggelem dalam seragam oren-oren? yes, we were proud with orange! udah kayak the jak ngga tuh?

besok pertemuan PA dan yeah I will meet my X-I friends :D keep this smile until tomorrow guys. besok langsung baju olahraga apa baju muslim dulu nih? aduh gue semakin merasa laper dan ngga enak badan. mana gue udah dapet lagi, I mean baru beberapa hari yang lalu selese dapet dan guess what? harus nunggu sampe tanggal 20 dulu kalo mau ngga olahraga. tapi sebagai murid yang baik, gue ngga berniat untuk bolos kok. gue kayaknya emang lagi butuh olahraga karena selama 6 bulan terakhir ngga olahraga coy. ngga sempet sama sekali, hari-hari gue diisi sama kegiatan apa? Belajar dan ngerjain tugas. olahraga mah sekolah bae, itu juga paling jalan kaki dari depan Jupan sampe mau naik 91. sedih banget ngga sih?

please guys, kita udah melenceng jauh dari judul tapi ngga papa lah ya, ngapain sedih mulu. make it worth dooong. jalanin hidup seperti impian kita walau gue masih agak bingung mengenai pilihan fakultas…………


P.S. it should be post at Jan, 6 2011. but I have to decide a good picture for this story.

big fall,


Natasya Olivia

Ex Boyfriend; case closed

okay. kalian udah liat judul juga berarti udah tau maksud gue kan? it's time for me to really really forget about him, forget all the thing about him. I mean it so much. dan saat ini, perasaan gue sudah membaik dari hari kehari jadi sekarang gue bener-bener mau berusaha to not discuss everything about his life. trust me guys, you will never hear his name anymore.

dan tentang Dza................ups gue udah janji lagi sama semua orang kalo di blog baru ini ngga bawa bawa nama dia so kita ganti nama dia jadi apa ya? Dzabil aja (gabungan namanya dan sahabatnya itu). oke jadi sekarang nomore him ya, Tas.

just wanna tell you this cause I really mean it, I guess. life must go on and I just movin' on, just right now.

Big......forget,


Natasya Olivia

help this things!

mungkin emang ngga seharusnya gue punya perasaan khusus sama cowok yang satu ini. gue kenal dia pas temen gue ngasih tau gue namanya hahaha damn stupid ya gue suka tapi ngga tau namanya. namanya Mario.

dia asik dan keliatannya baik tapi ternyata dia pendiem bangeeeet. gue suka lucu aja ngeliat wajahnya yang suppa extremely cute! (lebay deh gue) cuma gue ngga enak banget sama dia kalo gue tiba-tiba ngga ada angin ngga ada ujan.....................suka? sama seseorang yang gue ngga tau namanya. then, I know him so well. gue ngga nyangka gue bisa kenalan sama dia karena selama ini gue ngga pernah tau dia siapa dan blablabla anything else about him. awalnya gue cuma mau suka-suka doang soalnya dia keliatannya ya yang kayak gue sebut barusan :p tapi lama lama dia lucu banget dan asik diajak kompromi tentang berbagai hal. tapi masa semenjak gue kenals ama dia, hasil kompromian sama dia berakhir gatot alias gagal total karena ngga cocok banget sama apa yang gue omongin. gue suka ngakak aja kalo ngobrol sama dia, suka ngga nyambung tapi ngga bikin bosen.

FYI, sekarang gue udah ngga suka gitu deh sama dia gara-gara berbagai faktor yang.............aneh tentang dia? yap, Mario udah kayak hm gimana ya bilangnya? lenje mania HAHAHAHA tapi he look beautiful as always. terus faktor lain? dia suka sama seseorang yang ya bukan tandingan gue banget kali. yang Mario suka tuh orangnya cantik, pinter, dan lucu tampangnya. jadi menurut gue mendingan gue jauh-jauh sama si Mario.

Lambat laun, gue kok ngerasa dia semakin gimana gitu. bukan apa-apa ya, maksud gue, dia agak keliatan............beda! ngga tau keliatan beda darimana, tapi he's totally different. jadi gue mau jauh-jauh? yes, I guess! but perhaps, I love the way he smile :)

Big Hug,


Natasya Olivia

X-G

Haaai, hari ini gue baru masuk lagi ke sekolah. Tahun baru, semester baru, dan tentu aja KELAS baru.

Kalo diliat-liat, kayaknya sih kelasnya asik. Tapi sampe detik ini, gue belom bisa ngeliat plan kelas gue yang bakalan berubah jadi kompak kayak waktu kelas X-I dulu. Mungkin butuh proses kali ya. Oh iya, saat ini kelas gue isinya banyak banget. Pasti seru sih, Cuma gue ngga terbiasa sama kelas rame dan berisik. Kadang-kadang gue suka bingung, kenapa dulu gue ngeluh dengan kelas yang isinya Cuma sedikit. tapi lama kelamaan, gue terbiasa dan merasa kalo semua itu ngga ada salahnya. Malah bisa nambah konsentrasi belajar. Ketingkatan fokusnya juga pasti naik dong. Sekarang udah beda, kelas gue…………rame! Gue sih ngga terlalu berharap banyak gue bakalan ngerti pelajarannya. Kacamata aja lupa gue taro dimana. Untungnya hari ini ngga terlalu banyak belajar yang make papan tulis. Susah juga ya kalo hidup ketergantungan kayak gini.

Di kelas gue yang sekarang kayaknya kebanyakan cowoknya. Beda banget sama kelas gue yang dulu, yang kayaknya berisi banyakan cewek dan hobi gossip. Selain itu, anak cowoknya juga pada berbaur. Tapi ngga boleh beda-bedain deh. Kan semuanya sama, sama-sama kelas gue juga. Lama-lama juga nanti pasti gue bisa terbiasa. Diliat dari segi positif, kelas gue yang baru ini sering bikin ketawa dengan ocehan-ocehan ngga penting sih tapi lucu.

Gue bisa seakan gue udah akrab sama mereka, mereka ketawa ya gue ketawa, kayak udah tau aja apa yang mereka maksud, padahal sih sebenernya jb jb doang. Udah gitu, kalo dipikir-pikir ribet juga kayaknya kalo ngga bisa nyesuain diri sendiri. Guru-gurunya aja pada beda dan kalo menurut gue, gue cinta sama guru-guru gue yang lama. Eh gue ngga boleh mandang ke belakang, gue harus tetep mandang kedepan lagi. Apa salahnya sih kalo saat ini emang belom bisa seasik kelas yang dulu, masih…………….garing? yes, its suppa garing 2011. Sama aja sih sama X-I waktu itu. Semoga aja keadaan bisa berubah.

Ngomong-ngomong soal keadaan……………………pelajaran mtknya maut banget. Susaaaaaaaah banget. Gue aja ngga ngerti-ngerti. Mau usaha belajar, ngga mood. Gue malah ngetik, emang udah tabiat kali ya. Tadinya gue mau belajar nyari di google gitu, eh lemot. Bikin bt, males, tidur aja deh. Tapi gue tuh kenapa ya kayaknya ngga antusias belajar banget. Kan harusnya gue belajar maju bukannya malah ngeblog. Tapi blog always have some mistery. Gue cinta blog. Titik.

Tentang temen-temennya?
Ya sama aja kayak anak SMA pada umumnya. Semuanya keliatan kurang serius kalo belajar, sama kayak gue. Pastinya masih kebawa tabiat SMP, masih kelas 1. Karakter mereka semua beda-beda. Ada yang aneh, nerdy, kece, dll deh. Tapi yang pasti, mereka bisa ngelakuin apa aja yang mereka suka. Semuanya dilakuin untuk kesenangan. Ngga ngerti ya maksud gue? Gini loh maksudnya. Saat emang mereka mau serius, ya mereka bisa tapi saat ini kayaknya tanda-tanda keseriusan mereka belom ada karena faktor…………temennya itu itu lagi. Ketemunya dia dia lagi, temen baik banget dan bisa diajak ngobrol apa aja yang kita mau.

Butuh contoh?
Imah. Temen SMP gue. Kelas 8 sampe 9 aja gue sekelas dan tadi banyak banget hal yang bisa diomongin, gimana mau konsen?
Digna. Satu satunya temen sekelas gue yang berasal dari X-I. kalo sama dia, ketawaaaaa mulu. Susah konsen dan yaampun kerjaan kita Cuma bolak-balik toilet. Kebiasaan anak-anak X-I.
Alvia. Temen SD gue. Dia pendiem sih tapi tetep aja kalo ada yang seru, ngobrol. Terus paling ngomongin keadaan alba selama dia sekolah disana. Ckck ngga tau deh tuh gimana jadinya gue entar kalo kebanyakan cuat cuat.
Kalo jajan mah masih sama anak-anak X-I. prita, wulan, khansa, dinda, vanni, digna, tepen, dini,fikaris, yoseph sama lain-lain. Tetep gosip aja kalo istirahat. Ngomongin cowok ini, cowok itu, mau kesana, mau kesini, film ini, film itu, novel ini, novel itu, terus ngomongin apa ya? Banter-banter ngomongin gimana kelas baru. Ya tetep sih gue ngga bisa meninggalkan kebiasaan pulbar (pulang bareng). “eh entar tungguin gue ya.” Atau “nanti pas pulang mau ketemu dimana?” dan asik sih kayak gitu, ngga berubah apa-apa jadi lebih nyaman sama keadaan.

Kayaknya Cuma itu deh yang mau gue ceritain, sisanya ngga penting dan such not a good idea kalo gue ceritain sekarang. Nanti nanti gue analisa dulu kelasnya, baru komentar jadi………..see ya :)


P.S. it should be post at Jan, 3 2011 but i don't have any time to wait a dummy connection.

Big Hug,


Natasya Olivia